"Not Me! Monday"

So, I forgot to post this yesterday. Story of my life! Thought I would go ahead and post it today anyway. Hope you enjoy!


Ok, so I am not totally psyched about there only being 2 WEEKS left of the school year. Nor am I ready to be OUT of the school building! This has not been one of the most stressful 10 months in my life, and I am simply not holding my breath for the last day of this school year to come. I am not excited about the possibility of working in Hamilton County next year as I am currently not available for any and ALL Pre-K through 4th grade positions in the teaching field. I did not just spend an hour applying for 28 positions in said county.

On a more serious note, I am not completely wondering where the heck my God is at this time. I am not constantly wondering how he could let this happen to me. I am not one of the most dedicated and innovative teachers I know in this day and age, and I do not wonder what the heck is gonna happen with my job situation. Today, I did not totally break down on my parapro and complain about the fact that I can trust NO ONE and that all my words do not keep getting twisted around to sound like HORRIBLE things that I truly AM NOT SAYING!!! I am not completely exhausted from all of this drama and I do not wish it would all just go away, or better yet - that I would wake up from this nightmare.

On a lighter note, I am not completely in love with the most supportive man I know. He does not completely sweep me off my feet and make me feel like all of this is dust in the wind. I am not completely grateful that God brought him into my life and I would not be completely lost without him.

I am not seriously counting down the days until my husband's next facebook party where I have REAL friends to hang out with and REAL friends to tell me how they will open up a can of "ahemmmm" on anyone who messes with me. I do not totally love these new friends I have made and I am not forever grateful for the support they have given both me and my husband through this trying time in our lives. Because let me just tell you one thing...TWO-FACED PEOPLE DO NOT COMPLETELY SUCK!!! Nope...Not at all!!